Sunday Morning

Woke up to a beautiful sunday morning. The air-con was comfortable but it added a cold stillness to my room. Somehow i wanted to see what its like out there so i off my air-con and slide open the window. There is this tree right outside. I never paid much attention to it. Somehow its existence was never in my mind. Its leaves were a bright orange, a warming glow from the morning sun. I lie in bed, thinking if its time for me to rise. Hoping that it is raining First thing i did, turned on my comp and was reminded of the fact that I have got a PSC application to finish by today. Nothing online. No mail meaning no essay. So i went to wash up and came back feeling afresh. Everytime I look at the mirror on weekends, I feel proud. I feel like a soldier at home. Such is a feeling of belonging, warmth and happiness. :) And then there is the spoiler...all the work that I need to do for my applications. Well, I have got an interview with EDB this coming tuesdays. Short notice but still its something worth being happy for. yeah. I guess i need to catch up on some good english conversation this 2 days. OUght to minus all the maciam, nnb and hokkiens from my language if not I will be a gonner. Schedule is getting tighter. Trainings to handle in camp. Carrer planning at home. Still all this is worth it.

I thought of this during one of my outfields last week. In no time I will be going to wallaby. A training ground of 100% accident rate. Yes this is true. No unit that ever went there have manage to avoid accidents. Then there is also the high fatality. Well. I pledge that before I leave for wallaby in Nov, I will

show my sisters more love.
be nice to my parents
thank all my friends
do all that i ever wished to
be happy and live a life of no regrets.

But still. I will come back to ORD and go to University.

Wonder whats up for me today. Guess I will be going out. Been stuck at home last weekend its time to go out for some great fun but. haiz. singapore. ok. Its time to go for lunch.
good day.

Got back from lunch jest to realise that I am half screwed because my supporting documents probably cannot reach PSC by tomorrow. Shout at my mother cos she talk simply too much cock. Haiz. But then again. I don't know why i am all so up tight. Stress? Maybe. Ought to manage it. Simply too bored I guess. Social circle too small. The only people you are close to during NS are your good friends and your army friends. but because you see them every single day. You don't wanna go out with them. That leaves you with your good friends. But then again. going out with the same people every week can be quite sian also. Haiz. What should I do today?
Sigh.An easy answer to that will come from knowing what I wish I can be doing right now. But i get only one answer to that. I don''t know.